I am so very much ready to go back to school. I am ready to be back on my own. This is the longest amount of time I have spent at home since last June and it is really starting to kill my soul. No offense to anyone here, I love you all, you are fabulous people, but it is such a change and I am not handling it very well. I'm not exactly the kind of person who needs to be around people all the time.
While I am on the subject, I apologize to those around me for my attitude of recent. I can tell that I have been moody and quiet and no fun. The problem is that the only way I can really see to fix it is by going away again. Hopefully then I will be able to find my center and get back to my happy old self.
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Oh sweet girl, everyone goes through this. Hang in there! We heart you!
ReplyDeleteI totally understand what you mean. I always look forward to summer but then about a few weeks in I'm like, "Okay, I'm good, let's get back to work". And especially since college summers are a whole month longer it's even harder to find things to do. Luckily, it is drawing to an end.
ReplyDeleteLaura,
ReplyDeleteI remember being away and then returning, too. It is difficult once you have your total freedom to be back at home with a little less. In honesty, things never really go back to normal. At least they didn't with me - but then one day you move away for good and when you go home for visits you want to stay as along as you can...